Who am I and what do I believe? And so it is .....

This was the pivotal question asked by a hospice minister at my husband's bedside almost ten years ago, as his life was about to transition. "Are you a human being having a spiritual experience or a spiritual being having a human experience?"  It was that question which marked the the beginning of my own spiritual journey because I had no idea what I believed.


Buddha with Hafiz quote about light
Nancy Colier LCSW, Rev. Psychology Today


“We are not human beings having a spiritual experience. We are spiritual beings having a human experience.” Most of us have heard these words from theFrench philosopher, Pierre Teilhard de Chardin. And for most of us, there is something about this idea that resonates at a very primordial level.  Something in us knows, deep in the gut or the heart, perhaps at an unconscious level, that we are made of more than just the sum total of our thoughts, feelings and the life situation that we are living at the moment. We have a sense of being larger or more infinite than just our little "me."  And for most of us, the idea that we humans are vaster than just finite and personal egos feels relieving, even if we can't quite access the knowing of it directly.

It seems that we come into this world with an innate wisdom and knowing of our infinite and spiritual nature, but through our conditioning and just life as it unfolds, we forget who and how magnificent we really are. You could say that we get smaller, and begin believing that who we are or what we are made of is just a resume of the roles we play, our successes and failures, the opinions we hold, and the problems we need to solve."




Today, as I think about remembering those who have passed on to another realm,  I also remember the beginning of my own spiritual journey. It is as described in my book Emerging Voices Living On: A Journey Through Loss to Renewal.      Laurel


 Emerging Voices Living On: A Journey Through Loss to Renewal.